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When granddaughter, Jada, was born with leukemia, a donor-match was located and Jada made a miraculous recovery. In honor of her grandaughter's health, Jeanna has decided to walk across the country (in the dead of winter) to raise awareness and build support for the bone marrow registry (all that's required is a cheek swab). Follow Jeanna's remarkable journey as she travels the United States by foot.
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Anyone read the book "Skinny" by Ibi Kaslik? I just finished it and I found some of it triggering but for the most part I found it a little "out there". While I have a very severe eating disorder, the girl in the book seemed to be struggling with something almost schizophrenic. However, this may just be a thought I'm having because I don't have a person in my head I talk to? I've heard of that and I understand that. This girl's "person" materialized though. Like she could see her and describe her clothes and would touch her and stuff. Has anyone else experienced this in their eating disorder or is this part of the fictional aspects of the book to make it more "real"
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Too lazy to be ambitious,
I let the world take care of itself.
Ten days' worth of rice in my bag;
a bundle of twigs by the fireplace.
Why chatter about delusion and enlightenment?
Listening to the night rain on my roof,
I sit comfortably, with both legs stretched out.

Ryokan


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Stories of Ryokan


It is common practice for a monk to abstain from eating meat. Once a young monk sat to dinner with Ryokan and watched him eat fish. When asked why, Ryokan replied, “I eat fish when it’s offered, but I also let the fleas and flies feast on me [when sleeping at night]. Neither bothers me at all.”
It is said Ryokan only slept with most of his body inside of a mosquito net so that he would not hurt the bugs outside.

Ryokan attended the midsummer Bon Festivals. Because he was a monk, he would normally be unable to attend, but sneaked in disguised as a woman.

Ryokan hated waste, and so any food that he was offered that he did not eat, he put into a little pot. Over time, the food rotted and became filled with maggots and other bugs. When warned against eating it, all Ryokan said was, “No, no, it’s all right. I let the maggots escape before I eat it and it tastes just fine!”

One evening a thief visited Ryokan's hut at the base of the mountain only to discover there was nothing to steal. Ryokan returned and caught him. "You have come a long way to visit me," he told the prowler, "and you should not return empty-handed. Please take my clothes as a gift." The thief was bewildered. He took the clothes and slunk away. Ryoken sat naked, watching the moon. "Poor fellow," he mused, "I wish I could have given him this beautiful moon."

from Wikipedia.org
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《大智度論》卷13〈1 序品〉:「譬如無足欲行,無翅欲飛,無船欲渡,是不可得;若無戒欲得好果,亦復如是。若人棄捨此戒,雖山居苦行,食果服藥,與禽獸無異。」(CBETA, T25, no. 1509, p. 153, b25-29)

Chapter thirteen of the Mahāprājñā-pāramitôpadeśa states, “It is like without feet wanting to go somewhere, without wings wanting to fly, without a boat seeking to cross – this is not possible. It is also like this if one without vows wants to seek the good fruit. If a person should discard these vows then even if they live in a mountain doing austerities, eating fruits and taking medicines, they are no different from wild beasts. ”



Well, at least adherence to your precepts is necessary for progress, or at least that's what Nagarjuna had to say about the matter.

In my discussions in this community it seems a lot of people think keeping your precepts is some kind of dangerous attachment. Precepts is one of the three trainings (the other being meditation and wisdom) and without it there is no realization. You need discipline if you're going to progress.

You know historically in China at least you study the Vinaya (rules, regulations and precepts) before you ever look at the philosophy of emptiness.
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Hey again guys!

I decided to get other opinions on this article since I thought it was sort of odd, lying isn't considered good Karma, so I'm kind of on the fence as to why the monk phrased his inability to explain his studies to an audience in this manner. The article I'm talking about can be found here:

http://www.buddhistchannel.tv/index.php?id=60,8766,0,0,1,0

I'm of the opinion he could've handled himself differently in this situation since he was asked to present to an audience, but that's just one opinion.

What's yours?

Namaste,

Angie

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i am planning on going to walden behavioral's residential program starting jan 1 and am scared beyond words. i did their inpatient program about 4+ years ago and only lasted a week and a few days (didn't have a terrible time with the food thing but my depression got the better of me and i cried pretty much every day i was there. being dropped off there brought up some abandonment/separation anxiety issues i had as a kid, a huge contributor to my developing anorexia in the first place. the thing is, i have "lived" with this illness for 17 years and am scared that they won't be able to help me (my therapist, of all people, even mentioned this as a possibility- i've since stopped seeing her for the meanwhile, so i have had a terrible time dealing with the prospect of this treatment lately). anyone been in the residential program and can ease my mind a bit? tell me what a typical day is like? i am also a very picky eater (don't even eat salads...curiously enough, my diet consists of a lot of "no-no" foods for your typical anorexic). what will make this treatment even more difficult for me is the fact that i am a grad student in psychology and wrote a dissertation on how these programs fail clients. i am so trying to keep an open mind...but need some help.
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Yesterday I had a lengthy argument with some members of this community about the description of the Absolute Reality in an old Gnostic scripture.

I have pointed towards the fact that this description is similar to the one that can be found for Tathata (Suchness) in the Mahayana Buddhist texts.

Based on this similarity, and other similarities found in the descriptions of the Absolute Reality related by different mystics and spiritual masters from different religious traditions and cultural backgrounds, I have presented the hypothesis that the Absolute Reality contemplated by a mystic's mind is the same despite the differences of cultural and religious indoctrination.

But my opponents in the debate did not want to see what I was pointing to.

Thus I present here a concise description of Tathata (Suchness) which I have copied from The Awakening Faith in Mahayana, one of the most influential Mahayana scriptures:

"In its very origin suchness is of itself endowed with sublime attributes.

It manifests the highest wisdom which shines throughout the world, it has true knowledge and a mind resting simply in its own being.

It is eternal, blissful, its own self-being and the purest simplicity; it is invigorating, immutable, free...

Because it possesses all these attributes and is deprived of nothing"

For the ones interested to compare, please see the description given by the Gnostics here:


http://community.livejournal.com/buddhists/2813143.html

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Ch'an Master Lin-chi was known for his frank and direct words.
I do believe that his words might benefit some members of this community who are attached and clinging to the concepts of Buddha, Dharma, Buddhism and so on...

Thus I post his words as an act of compassion for all those who are bound by the illusions that appear from the attachement to Buddhism.

May all illusions fade and may your Mind be awakened.

In gassho.

" Followers of the Way, there are certain bald fellows who apply their effort inwardly, imagining themselves to be seeking in themselves the Dharma for getting out of the world. They deceive themselves. To seek the Buddha is to lose the Buddha. To seek the Way is to lose the Way. To seek the patriarchs is to lose the patriarchs.

Venerable ones, do not be deceived. I do not care whether you are well versed in the Sutras and Treatises. I do not care whether you are Imperial ministers. I do not care if your eloquence is like a mountain torrent. I do not care whether you are sagacious and wise. I only care whether you have true and genuine insight.

Followers of the Way, even if you know how to explain and interpret a hundred volumes of Sutras and Treatises, better it is to be peaceful and a master who has nothing further to seek. If you know how to interpret and explain, you hold others in contempt.

The fighting of the Asuras and the ignorance of man's ego create hellish Karma, like Zensho Bishi (the monk "Good Star") who completed the study of the Twelve Divisions of the Teachings, yet fell living into hell. The earth no longer could hold him.

Far better to have nothing further to seek, and to put oneself at ease. When hungry, I eat my food. When sleepy, I shut my eyes. Fools laugh at me; the wise understand."


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O dark dark dark. They all go into the dark,
The vacant interstellar spaces, the vacant into the vacant,
The captains, merchant bankers, eminent men of letters,
The generous patrons of art, the statesmen and the rulers,
Distinguished civil servants, chairmen of many committees,
Industrial lords and petty contractors, all go into the dark,
And dark the Sun and Moon, and the Almanach de Gotha
And the Stock Exchange Gazette, the Directory of Directors,
And cold the sense and lost the motive of action.
And we all go with them, into the silent funeral,
Nobody's funeral, for there is no one to bury.
I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God. As, in a theatre,
The lights are extinguished, for the scene to be changed
With a hollow rumble of wings, with a movement of darkness on darkness,
And we know that the hills and the trees, the distant panorama
And the bold imposing facade are all being rolled away—
Or as, when an underground train, in the tube, stops too long between stations
And the conversation rises and slowly fades into silence
And you see behind every face the mental emptiness deepen
Leaving only the growing terror of nothing to think about;
Or when, under ether, the mind is conscious but conscious of nothing—
I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love,
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
Whisper of running streams, and winter lightning.
The wild thyme unseen and the wild strawberry,
The laughter in the garden, echoed ecstasy
Not lost, but requiring, pointing to the agony
Of death and birth.

                                    You say I am repeating
Something I have said before. I shall say it again.
Shall I say it again? In order to arrive there,
To arrive where you are, to get from where you are not,
    You must go by a way wherein there is no ecstasy.
In order to arrive at what you do not know
    You must go by a way which is the way of ignorance.
In order to possess what you do not possess
    You must go by the way of dispossession.
In order to arrive at what you are not
    You must go through the way in which you are not.
And what you do not know is the only thing you know
And what you own is what you do not own

And where you are is where you are not.

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"I'm so Zen, I make the Power of Now look like the power of then!"
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Hey everybody! This is my first post, here, and I was wondering if you guys could give me some insight. :)

I have a very mild form of Cerebral Palsy that affects my left side, and so my muscles, especially in my left leg are tight. I was looking at lotus positions and...They're incredibly difficult, actually quite impossible for me to do. lol. When I started meditating initially, I would lie down flat, on my bed, actually, which I'm beginning to think has bad connotations. However, since I sleep on my stomach, if I lie on my back and close my eyes, my mind just switches to meditation mode automatically. But I'm disappointed because I want to see if different methods help in different ways...

I'm just stuck.

Thanks for your help in advance, guys!

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ever notice that when something is dire or there is an urgency to do something, work gets done easily?

ever notice that when there is no urgency, it's hard to stay motivated?

What are things that you do to keep on task, do chores, or little things at work; when you feel that the last thing that you want to be doing is sitting at a desk working off items on your to-do list?

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Dzigar Kongtrul Rinpoche is a Tibetan Buddhist lama who also paints very striking, abstract art. He was featured in the current issue of Buddhadharma, and a small excerpt from an article he wrote on his abstract painting begins with some striking points about meditation and the nature of mind.
As Buddhists, we are taught that the natural state of mind is pristine and enlightened in itself. To embody this view of the natural state, first we need to work with our mind through discipline. In our meditation practice, sometimes we are present with this experience of the natural state and sometimes we are not. When something pleasant arises, we often grasp at it, and when something unpleasant arises, we may reject it. Our discipline is to transcend these grasping and rejection tendencies that cause us so much suffering.

Over time, as we feel more self-confident and secure in our practice of meditation -- and in our understanding of the true nature of mind pointed out by our teacher -- we will see that the true nature is pristine and stainless. In the traditional analogy of the ocean and its waves, it is said that however large or small the waves, all are essentially made of the element of water and cannot be separated from the ocean. Similarly, in the view of meditation, all our thoughts and various feelings arise out of the natural state of mind and are ultimately made out of the same "material." That material is empty awareness itself. If we do not succumb to habits and insecurities, or preconceptions about meditation and how our mind should be, we can then recognize that everything that arises is simply a manifestation of this very nature. Any expressions that arise from this enlightened nature can be understood as enlightened expressions when we do not approach them through the habits of acceptance and rejection.

Realizing this, we can begin to experience relaxation, as well as a lessening of judgments and reactivity. We experience more openness and acceptance. Slowly, and naturally, we begin to see the world as pure -- not as in "pure" versus "ugly," but pure in the sense of seeing the perfection of its existence. This existence is not determined according to some concept or idea of the way it should be; it simply has come to exist naturally. Its beauty is found in it being just the way it is. The world has found its own shape, form and colour. All of it arises out of the nature of mind.
These are such wise words. But I can imagine that one reason so many of us might not jive with this is that it seems to say that there's nothing wrong with the world as it is, that we should accept everything as it is without trying to change it. And it seems to many of us like there's so much wrong with the world right now, how could we possibly accept it as it is? But the point he's making is subtler than that, and more specific as opposed to general. Despite how much we might want to, there's very little that we can each do today that will affect something like the situation in Darfur, for example. But there's a lot we can do to affect our own lives today, our own life situation. By getting in touch with the equanimity that he describes, we can resolve the conflicts in our own minds that result in conflicts with our family and other people in our lives. By looking at our immediate outside world without judgment and reactivity, we can successfully embody the Tao, weaving our way effortlessly through our own external world without fighting it.

In this way, we attain peace and enlightenment in this very moment. It's as simple as that.
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Bombay, 6 January 1960

The Mind Is the known — the known being that which has been experienced. With that measure, we try to know the unknown. But the known can obviously never know the unknown; it can know only what it has experienced, what it has been taught, what it has gathered. Can the mind see the truth of its own incapacity to know the unknown?

Surely if I see very clearly that my mind cannot know the unknown, there is absolute quietness. If I feel that I can capture the unknown with the capacities of the known, I make a lot of noise; I talk, I reject, I choose, I try to find a way to it. But if the mind realizes its own absolute incapacity to know the unknown, if it perceives that it cannot take a single step towards the unknown, then what happens? Then the mind becomes utterly silent. It is not in despair; it is no longer seeking anything.

The movement of search can only be from the known to the known, and all that the mind can do is to be aware that this movement will never uncover the unknown. Any movement on the part of the known is still within the field of the known. That is the only thing I have to perceive; that is the only thing the mind has to realize. Then, without any stimulation, without any purpose, the mind is silent.

Have you not noticed that love is silence? It may be while holding the hand of another, or looking lovingly at a child, or taking in the beauty of an evening. Love has no past or future, and so it is with this extraordinary state of silence. And without this silence, which is complete emptiness, there is no creation. You may bevery clever in your capacity, but where there is no creation, there is destruction, decay, and the mind withers away.

When the mind is empty, silent, when it is in a state of complete negation — which is not blankness, nor the opposite of being positive, but a totally different state in which all thought has ceased — only then is it possible for that which is unnameable to come into being.


On God. Copyright © by Jiddu Krishnamurti
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Buddhists: Where is your place to be? Please enjoy this video. May you find peace wherever you are.



About Hiromi... )
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I am so sick of being sick. I'm sick of wasting my life worrying about food and weight. I want to live a happy life and look forward to everything life has to bring. Right now I am always thinking about food and weight, I am always obsessing over eating disorder websites, I have no energy to do anything. I know my career is suffering and I have shut out my friends. They know something is wrong, but they don't know what it is. I want to recover, but no one knows there is even a problem. Is it possible to recover without treatment of any kind? I found the Eating disorder Anonymous website and thought about working through their 12 step program. I'm just afraid that I will go right back to the ed behaviors and thinking after one day; if it even lasts that long. I always feel like I really want to recover and then something will go wrong or even nothing goes wrong, but I just change my mind set back to "I need to starve, I need to binge and I need to purge." I think I am going to start working through the 12 steps and see what happens. It can't hurt, right?

Has anyone else ever recovered without reaching out for help? Has anyone ever gone to an EDA meeting or done the 12 steps on their website?
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"The ignorant man is not the unlearned, but he who does not know himself, and the learnred man is stupid when he relies on books, on knowledge, and on authority to give him understanding. Understanding comes only thru self-knowledge, which is awareness of one's total psychological process."

- Krishnamurti

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The One is the Invisible Spirit.
It is not right to think of it as a God or as like God.
It is more than just God.

Nothing is above it.
Nothing rules it.
Since everything exists within it
It does not exist within anything.
Since it is not dependent on anything
It is eternal.

It is absolutely complete and so needs nothing.
It is utterly perfect
Light.

The One is without boundaries
Nothing exists outside of it to border it
The One cannot be investigated
Nothing exists apart from it to investigate it
The One cannot be measured
Nothing exists external to it to measure it

The One cannot be seen
For no one can envision it
The One is eternal
For it exists forever
The One is inconceivable
For no one can comprehend it
The One is indescribable
For no one can put any words to it.

The One is infinite light
Purity
Holiness
Stainless,

The One is incomprehensible
Perfectly free from corruption.
Not “perfect”
Not “blessed”
Not “divine”
But superior to such concepts.
Neither physical nor unphysical
Neither immense nor infinitesimal
It is impossible to specify in quantity or quality
For it is beyond knowledge.

The One is not a being among other beings
It is vastly superior
But it is not “superior.”

It is outside of realms of being and time
For whatever is within realms of being was created
And whatever is within time had time allotted to it
The One receives nothing from anything.
It simply apprehends itself in its own perfect light

The One is majestic.
The One is measureless majesty

Chief of all Realms
Producing all realms

Light
Producing light

Life
Producing life

Blessedness
Producing blessedness

Knowledge
Producing knowledge

Good
Producing goodness

Mercy
Producing mercy

Generous
Producing generosity

[It does not “possess” these things.]

It gives forth light beyond measure, beyond comprehension.

[What can I say?]

His realm is eternal, peaceful, silent, resting, before everything.
He is the head of every realm sustaining each of them through goodness.

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